When we’re children, birthdays are met with uncontainable excitement. But as we grow older, they begin to represent something quiet different. The excitement seems to be replaced with a more somber emotion – a feeling of longing and regret that seems to only increase as the years go by.
People keep telling me that I should do something “exciting” in commemoration of my birthday (my 40th this year). But what those individuals fail to realize is that I’m not in need of something “exciting” – some over-the-top celebration with short-lived gratification.
What I “need” is highlighted in the song below. So often on my blog I’m quoting others for their profound and inspiring wisdom. But today, I’m quoting myself.
I wrote this back in 2009 (on my birthday) and sadly this year the emotions, which flood this song, seem to ring true today.
Yes, I am incredibly grateful for the 4 decades of life I’ve been afforded here on this earth and the wonderful people I’ve been blessed to share it with. But some years, I think I’d rather just “skip” my birthday and the sad and somewhat painful reminders that go along with it.
Today is my birthday
How quickly time moves on
Seems like only yesterday
We sang that faithful song
Still a year’s gone by
Signified by another candle light
Will my wish some true?
All I want is one more day with you
Today is my birthday
Another one alone
Seems like only yesterday
We were talking on the phone
Still a year’s gone by
Signified by another candle light
Cards and gifts with bows
Are not enough, I still miss you so
Every other day, I carry on just fine
But on this special day, you weigh heavy on my mind
Still a year’s gone by
Signified by another candle light
Will my wish come true?
All I want is one more day with you
One more happy birthday with you
© 2009, Craig Ruvere
